You Raise Me Up

I would like to dedicate this song to my beloved grandma...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1_MydgRFZw&feature=related

...You Raise Me Up...
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

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Thanks for everything. I am glad that I have finally dreamt of you last night. You told me that you wanted to have some mooncake. I know you love mooncake and it means a lot to me as you left on the day before mooncake festival.

Po po~ I will miss you whenever I see a full moon.

May you rest in peace. Your advices, your teachings and everything would be always retained in my heart.

Love,
Kityee

I need to SPILL...

I have to say that I never once feel so in my life. It's my first time! I really have had enough! I need to give up!!! Yes, i am giving up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It causes me to have sleepless nights, restless days, saturated brain, pimple growing, etc.. What's even worse is that my menstruation goes really wrong since the semester commenced!

This is the sign of being stressed, right?

I seriously have no idea how to remember every single details provided in the notes. Not to say memorizing them, but being able to give one or two examples when it comes to answering questions in exam. There're like n processes in the notes that I need to take note of. How on earth am I going to remember one example for each process/ cycle? The worse part is each process is specific! (e.g. Initiation of transcription requires a specific transcription factor). Tonnes of abbreviation! How to remember???????

Feeling more and more stressed when I have been reading and revising but it ends up nothing goes into my brain. :(

Never feel so demotivating before!