I know it, I have abandoned you for so long. I don't have time for you, my bloggie.. My apology to you.
Well, I have been really busy since the semester commenced. I have never felt so busy before, even STPM was not as busy. Reports, assignments, debates, presentations, projects, term papers, continual assessments, and finally exams. Well, it's a new challenge anyway. I like my current life as I gain something new everyday.
Sometimes I would feel that it's miserable to be here. Far away from home, far away from the loved ones... Loneliness is just too.. lonely......
Those who know me well should know that I am kind of an introvert, but I managed to make some friends from the same course and as well as from the hostel. At first, I felt that i had no buddies here. Now I realize that the problem actually came from me, as I would become antisocial when there are a lot of work to be done. I don't sleep late, so I can't afford to spend time socializing.. Perhaps it's time for a change. I would give it a try (starting from next sem).
NUS- It has been a dream for me to enter this prestigious university. I am glad that I came and am still here. No doubt, it's a really competitive and stressful environment. It needs high adaptability. I am still adapting to it and I hope I could finish my 8 semesters here.
My feelings towards it is indeed a mixture. And, sometimes I feel insulted. I talked to one guy before. Well, he's a Singaporean. Perhaps he was just too direct to tell this. According to him, he doesn't like "C" country people as they would pull the bell curve and "affect the market". Then, I asked him what does he think about us (Malaysian). He answered: "Never mind."
Well, I MIND what he has answered though I didn't appear to be so.
Hmm, one day, you will see how we manage to survive in this small island! No offense, but just wanna point out that we (esp. Malaysian Chinese) are tough! It's a matter of time to prove that. Time will tell~
Here are some photo taken in this new place. (photos of the hostel can be viewed in facebook)
*my messy table during exams*
* I used to see this set up in books, but I could use it, and set it up by my own here*
*taken in one of the lecture theatres"
*Energy supply in the morning class. Well, these were given by Ms Wong during the last English class. She always treats us like small kids.. :)*
*Low blood pressure ...?*
*my "best friend" during the visit to library.. Hot milk tea*
*the view from my window. Nice?*
*taken during the last lecture of Biodiversity*
*kind of a "celebration" after the most fearful Chem paper*Will definitely update more during the holidays.
(It's time to return to my boring history notes, last paper on 30th)
(to be continued...)
