Thursday, September 30, 2010

:(

I am not happy! Anyone could hear me??

Argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

I do not want to be here anymore.

:(

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

R.I.P grandma


The day has finally come.
I knew it would happen.
Yes, I expected that and I was kinda calm when I was informed about this news.

It was during my recess week. Undecided, uncertain.. I was not sure if I should return home to pay my last respects. I had tests, assignments, projects awaiting me and they were all due in the following week. On top of that, I had such feelings not to accept the fact that you have left...

Been struggling... ... to return or not to...

Anyway, I am glad that I had made it for you. I see it as a relief for you since you suffered a lot. Rest in peace, grandma. You will always be remembered.

Those precious time that we had spent will remain as a great memory for me.

Thursday, September 02, 2010

Life cycle

Everything on earth would have its end.

Plants, animals, natural resources, energy... and so do humans.

I study Science. I should understand this. Yes, I do. But..

I do not know. I really do not wish to wake up one day and realize that you have left us. That would be too sudden although I would have expected that.

Struggling.. to accept or not to? We have to.

I hope you could leave peacefully, if you have to. I will miss you!

:'(